Consider yourself as part of an ever-moving, constantly dissolving kaleidoscope. There is a solid center in a kaleidoscope but in order to experience it, you must be firmly grounded in your body. When you aren’t, you can feel like you’re caught on a wild amusement park ride. This feeling can be exhilarating, nauseating, or a combination of both.
Right now, we are at the mid-point in the portal between two phases of experience. This portal is like a tunnel – when you’re in the middle it’s dark and confining. You can’t see where you’re going and you’ve lost touch with where you’ve been. There’s nothing to do but put one foot in front of the other, blindly moving forward toward who knows what.
If it were simply a matter of moving through the tunnel, things wouldn’t be so difficult. But this particular transition between the worlds (the two weeks between the Lunar Eclipse [May 26] and the Solar Eclipse [June 10]), is accompanied by Thoth (Mercury) retrograde emanating through his home sign (Gemini/The Sphinx), in an alignment with Isis (Venus), and in square to her twin sister Nephthys (Neptune). Nephthys is the Keeper of the Mysteries Behind the Veils. This goddess is associated with profound cosmic revelations - and she is also the abandoner of her child Anubis, which makes her rather untrustworthy in the human realm.
The point being – nothing is clear right now. We may be blown away by amazing revelations only to feel them dissolve away into nothingness within a few hours. This kaleidoscope we’re caught in is constantly moving and we have no control over it. All we can do is experience, allow, and trust that all these shifting pieces will at some point morph into a new reality. This will happen, but not yet. More will be revealed.
June 1, 2021 by Ruby Falconer. Available for chart readings.
